For three days in a row, I have spontaneously awakened at 4:15 AM.
Which is good, I guess, I feel rested. Awake. Ready to start the day....
But something in the back of my brain can't stop thinking this waking up has a bigger purpose than I am aware of....or I at least keep thinking like a movie director....
WHY am I waking up at 4:15??? WHAT is going to happen to me at 4:15 that I need to be awake for????
I mean, it could be anything!!! My biggest task here is to wait and be ready for whatever is in store for me (because I'm always on camera and my life's a movie, right?).
Or, I just accidentally woke up at this time the other day and my body is following a pattern.
The first one's cooler though.
Which is good, I guess, I feel rested. Awake. Ready to start the day....
But something in the back of my brain can't stop thinking this waking up has a bigger purpose than I am aware of....or I at least keep thinking like a movie director....
WHY am I waking up at 4:15??? WHAT is going to happen to me at 4:15 that I need to be awake for????
- Is someone in my family going to choke or have a heart attack at 4:15?? Am I awake so I can administer CPR???
- Is someone going to rob our house at 4:15??
- Will my mom need me one day soon at 4:15???
- Am I going to be abducted by aliens at 4:15, and do they keep waking me up at this time to prepare me???
- Am I going to pull a Richard Gere (from the Mothman Prophesies) and suddenly find myself driving my car in Point Pleasant, WV...at 4:15????
I mean, it could be anything!!! My biggest task here is to wait and be ready for whatever is in store for me (because I'm always on camera and my life's a movie, right?).
Or, I just accidentally woke up at this time the other day and my body is following a pattern.
The first one's cooler though.
